Okay, so where to start. I know its been a long time, but I am thankful to say that my grades paid off for all the studying that went into this semester. One more down... a few more to go. :)
I love my school and am so grateful to be able to attend and meet the people and have professors that care if you understand what they are teaching you. Many times I've had a professor stop a lecture and say I look confused. (which I guess I do a lot... maybe I should work on that. LOL)
Anyways, so far its been a great summer. I purchased a Lagoon season passport with my brother and his family. I've been to three midnight showings of movies, and going to another one tomorrow night. (I will try to write some reviews if anyone is interested)
Things in my personal life... well... hmmm... that seems to never change. I keep myself busy and bury myself in my hobbies and interests to keep my mind of the things that I am not doing. Still no dating, and its actually gotten to the point where I don't feel sad about it. Its been so long that I just can't see it happening, and strangely enough, it doesn't make me sad.
I'm doing so much to be the woman that I want to be that the being dependent on someone else and how that person feels about me is becoming less and less important to how I define myself and my social status. People still ask me why I'm not married, or why I'm not dating, and really I have no answer, other than to shrug my shoulders. I'm pursuing my life long goal and getting closer and closer as the months progress, and I just get excited. I'm trying to be a better friend to those around me. I'm trying to work on being happy as much as possible. I'm trying to be a better aunt, sister, sister-in-law, and daughter.
I'm content with where I am, but not content to stay as I am. I am looking forward to the things that are sure to come my way that will stretch the way that I see myself, and the capabilities that I feel I am lacking.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Monday, May 18, 2009
Update Coming...
I'm sorry for anyone that might actually read this... but I promise to update shortly!
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Carried Away
Wet hands,
Reaching out,
Blue eyes look
Fingernails,
Cutting through the sand,
Wet hands,
Blue eyes,
Fingernails,
White Sand,
Crushed,
Sea shells
Reaching out,
Blue eyes look
Fingernails,
Cutting through the sand,
Wet hands,
Blue eyes,
Fingernails,
White Sand,
Crushed,
Sea shells
Thirty Years & 100 Posts
Okay, so I have been so bad at posting lately. I'm not sure how many people actually read my blog, but I felt like I should update it a bit. I have been thirty for near two months... and so far, its GREAT! I am truly happy with how things are going so far. I do realize that I might have just jinxed the whole thing, but I just wanted to say, its been wonderful.
I have pictures, and should post them at some point. My birthday was great. I spent the morning with Felicity and then all my friends went to dinner and a movie. I have some of the greatest friends! They make me laugh!
Classes are busy, but going well as far as I know. I have a test tomorrow and definitely should be studying but there is only so much organic chemistry you can look at before it all starts looking the same!
My love life... still the same, single. Not much more to add to that at this point. My hopes are that that will change at some point, but until then this blog will still be the rantings of a single girl in want.
I also spent spring break with my brother and his family in Idaho. I was lucky enough to go fly fishing with him on the Owyhee River and caught a nice Brown.
I promise if anyone really reads this blog I will try to keep it updated more often.
I have pictures, and should post them at some point. My birthday was great. I spent the morning with Felicity and then all my friends went to dinner and a movie. I have some of the greatest friends! They make me laugh!
Classes are busy, but going well as far as I know. I have a test tomorrow and definitely should be studying but there is only so much organic chemistry you can look at before it all starts looking the same!
My love life... still the same, single. Not much more to add to that at this point. My hopes are that that will change at some point, but until then this blog will still be the rantings of a single girl in want.
I also spent spring break with my brother and his family in Idaho. I was lucky enough to go fly fishing with him on the Owyhee River and caught a nice Brown.
I promise if anyone really reads this blog I will try to keep it updated more often.
Thursday, January 1, 2009
New Year... Independent!
So its a new year... I'm not one to write down resolutions, because honestly I rarely keep them, so why set myself up for failure? Right? So anyways, I brought in the new year with my own tradition. I took a long hot bath, made myself a cheap dinner (two hot dogs, not grilled but still good) worked on a Wicked puzzle that was a Christmas gift while watching/listening to Iron Man & The Dark Knight. When midnight rolled around I opened a bottle of sparkling cider, smiled and told myself here is to a new year, a good year. Then proceeded to drink nearly the entire bottle! What can I say, I like the stuff.
So this year, the year I turn 20-10, I still don't have resolutions, but I do have something that for a new year, is new to me. A positive outlook, that with no high hopes. Other than getting into the nursing program later this year I really hold no hope for huge change. While this may sound sad to some, for me I feel its healthy and actually makes me smile. I finally feel okay to be on my own. Don't get me wrong, I'm a romantic at heart (thus the name of this blog) but I don't feel dependent on the fact of a relationship. I don't feel that my status as a person depends on the status in my love life. I know my friends are planning a party for my thirtieth birthday and I'm just so happy that I have girlfriends that care enough to get together on my birthday and goof around with me!!!
So this year, the year I turn 20-10, I still don't have resolutions, but I do have something that for a new year, is new to me. A positive outlook, that with no high hopes. Other than getting into the nursing program later this year I really hold no hope for huge change. While this may sound sad to some, for me I feel its healthy and actually makes me smile. I finally feel okay to be on my own. Don't get me wrong, I'm a romantic at heart (thus the name of this blog) but I don't feel dependent on the fact of a relationship. I don't feel that my status as a person depends on the status in my love life. I know my friends are planning a party for my thirtieth birthday and I'm just so happy that I have girlfriends that care enough to get together on my birthday and goof around with me!!!
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